ימימה

twenty minutes ,or so, ago my big brother turned 20.
20 years in this earth is 7.300 days. that's 175.200 hours and so many countless minutes.


see, i do believe in magic.
and i believe in love like every girl in every comedy film ends up doing.


i believe in the magnificence of this world. in the magnificence in each one of us.
and every time i think about the people that i hold dear in my heart, i cry. i can't really help it. that's why i can't even mouth the words "i love you" out loud. i will fold like a piece of paper and will not stop crying for hours. love is pain.yes.i am doing all the cliches and breaking all my rules to forever be dark and gloomy and always painfully aware and saddened by all the misfortunes and vices of this world.


when pure blood is shed, and smiles stolen, the trees always remain as green as ever to remind us that we have to fight, we have to drain the poison out of our minds and out of our hearts and exorcise hate and sorrow with love and compassion. 
too cheesy?


we are not carefully chosen words. we are not kind 'hallos' and 'goodbyes'. we are not polite small talk and distanced embraces. 
we are not supposed to be cold.
and no one should ever be left alone.


we are a tiny little planet lost in the most brilliant and beautiful vastness of an even smaller galaxy when seen in a bigger scale, that fits 7 billion people. 7 billion.
 we cannot be controlled inside borders, enstranged from people beacause they don't talk the same way I or you do.

we all dance, cry, laugh, kiss, touch, hurt, love and die the exact same way.

we should live the same way. we should live together.